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Thursday, August 17th, 2006
10:03 am - some lyrics.
Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just begun to form,
Crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling.
Spin me round again and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy.

Hide and seek.
Trains and soaring machines.
All those years they were here first.

Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.

Hide and seek.
Trains and soaring machines. (Oh, you won't catch me around here)
Blood and tears,
They were here first.

Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that you only meant well? Well, of course you did.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's all for the best? Ah of course it is.
Mmm, what you say?
Mm, that it's just what we need? And you decided this.
Mmm what you say?
What did she say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.

You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.
You don't care a bit.

Speeding Cars - Imogen Heap

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don’t feed me violence, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee’s never strong enough
I know you think it’s more than just bad luck

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
Far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I’ve watched you slowly winding down for years
You can’t keep on like this
Now is as bad of time as any

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It’s okay by me
It was a long time ago

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh don’t lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

There, there, baby
It’s just text book stuff
It’s in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin’
Oh, don’t kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap

Say goodnight and go.
Woah woah. Woah woah

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well

Say goodnight and go

Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you

Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well

Say goodnight and go

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.


Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go

current mood: crushed
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10:03 am

I wish I didn't do it.

I wish he loved me back.

I wish I could find someone to feel the same.

I wish our chemistry wasn't so magnetic.

I wish you weren't such a jerkwad.

current mood: busy
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9:32 am
Kristina is tired.
Kristina likes work.
Kristina also doens't really like work.
Kristina has to go to work today.
Kristina wants to go back to sleep.
Kristina wants to go to the Protest the Hero show at the Pavillion.
Kristina is too broke to see it.
Kristina would like to know if the lead singer of Protest the Hero has something in his pocket or if he's really that huge? ha ha ha.
Kristina should probably eat something soon.
Kristina is going to be a pro at typing her pwn name.
Kristina doesn't like Justin anymore, he's a jerk.
Kristina will miss Francis when she leaves.
Kristina likes Imogen Heap.
Kristina thinks Kyle is weird.
Kristina would like to take a nap, however she has to leave in 60 minutes, and she's still soaking wet.
Kristina is vengeful!
Kristina recieved a gold star for being vengeful.
Kristina recieved an imaginary gold star for being playfully vengeful.
Kristina would like to try a new hairstyle.
Kristina kind of already did try a new hairstyle.
Kristina needs a cute boy to go with her to the Buskers.
Kristina will unleash her firey wrath.
Kristna would like to see Les Walkkeries again.
Kristina is sad that Ivan was not in the top four.
Kristina thinks Tranji is sexy.
Kristina is happy that Benji won.
Kristina wants to jump Ivan and Tranji.
Kristina thinks Travis is beautiful.
Kristina is not part of Mc Dreamy's fan club, unlike Valoree.
Kristina needs to dry her hair.
Kristina also needs to get dressed.
Kristina should probably pack a lunch while she's at it.
Kristina is going to work early, she will leave right after her appointment.
Kristina is going to see Neil today.
Kristina thinks that the song Dear Life by Anthony Hamilton is pretty.
Kristina didn't think Ivan could get any cuter, until he danced last night.
Kristina has a message on her phone. It's not for her.
Kristina's heart is being played with. Oops I think they dropped it.
Kristina should probably go get ready now.
Kristina doesn't really want to.
Kristina wants to sleep instead.
Kristina has to go to work today, and face her demons.
Kristina hopes she gets a good seat today, with someone good to talk to. 
Kristina hopes she gets to talk to the cute new hire boy.
Kristina changed her layout a little, mostly just the colors.
Kristina checked her horoscope.
Kristina is supposed to keep her emotions in check today.
Kristina will enjoy time with someone she trusts.
Kristina is a little curious now.
Kristina is supposed to have a 3 star day.
Kristina wants to have a 5 star day.
Kristina needs to dry her hair before Kyle calls her back.

Good bye.

current mood: busy
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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
11:30 pm - :(
Okay, so I haven't really said much for a couple of weeks.

I'm a little messed up in the head right now. Just a lot of thinking going on. A lot of thoughts I never really thought I'd ever have to think, are being thought in my head right now. 

Work is great, I haven't had any calls that were too horrible. Mostly just people who need to be transferred, and activations. I really like the people at work. Francis has been so great to me, she puts up with my ranting from time to time, about jerkwad. She's pretty cool about things, and she helped me quit smoking. Jim is like the father I've always wanted, he's really funny, and he loves Batman. I always know when I need a smile, all I have to do is go to Jim. Justin has been pretty cool, we talk a bit outside of work, but not much at work. We kind of have clashing personalities, he always has to be right, and I'm stubborn as all hell. ha ha.

Lately I've been feeling kind of down. I've been becoming a little revolted by myself sometimes. I've become something completly different from the person I graduated as. I kind of wish I could go back and do prom/graduation over. It was fun and all, but I'm a little dissappointed by how it all turned out. I think I would have much rather gone with myself, then with a date. I've been looking back at the pictures, and I don't really look happy in any of them. Then i've looked at some pictures from the past couple of weeks, and I look happy, like, really happy. But then I start to think to myself, and I am happy, but I feel disappointed in myself. I've been asking myself some big questions, like why did I let it all go so easily? Why can't I think straight? Am I making the right choice here? Why can't I just let go?

So in other news, Mom made me an offer. I can live with her, on 2 conditions. 1) I keep my room clean, all the time, and 2) i pay her $500/mo from room and board. I've had so many people tell me how ridiculous that is. I could get my own apartment with that. The fact of the matter is, Steve is unreliable, and I'm afraid to be by myself. So I think I'm going to take her up on the offer, and move to Halifax with her. She's even offered to try and find an apartment on the 52 bus route, so it'll only take me one bus to and from work. 

Also in other news, I feel fat. I was doing good for a little while, and I had lost about 5-6 pounds. It's all come back, and I felel worse than ever. I've gained so much weight in the past year. It's really ridiculous and unhealthy. I was hoping that with the new job, and everything that I would start to loose weight, and I was for a little while there, but now it's all back. Some days I just wish I could have been skinnier. I watch the TV, and I see all of these girls who are so pretty, and are of a healthy weight, and I just wonder, why can't that be me? I mean by all means I don't want to be anorexic thin, I just want to look and feel, healthy. 

I guess these past couple of weeks, have really opened my eyes.

current mood: disappointed
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Monday, July 17th, 2006
10:19 pm

okay, that's all I really have to say right now...

thank you, and good night.
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
9:27 pm
Okay, so today... well this week... I've been in a REALLY cuddly mood. Now normally that would be fine and dandy... but I HAVE NO ONE TO CUDDLE WITH ME! :( 

Now to make my cuddle situation worse... I saw a picture of Lloyd today, which just reminded me how much I miss him. I thought I was seeing things when i saw him downtown, while I was on my way to prom, BUT IT WAS HIM!

(funny story), prom day, I'm in the car with mom and my date, and I see this cute boy... REALLY cute!! Sexy even... wearing this Vest, and a hot shirt, and I'm like DAAAAAAAMN (in my head, cause how awkward would that have been...) (actually I think a squeak did get out... lol) and then I see his face, and I'm like.. "OMG IS THAT LLOYD??? nah couldn't have been... "
Anyway, long story short... turns out... IT WAS LLOYD!!!!! and now I miss him 1000x more then I did before! :(
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Monday, July 10th, 2006
11:56 pm - a dive into the complex mind of a simple girl

I have decided that it is high time to take a little look into my brain. I think it long overdue, and may possibly just make things more awesome, and maybe even help you all understand me better.

For starters, a little rant. Unless you've ever been a social smoker, then don't critisize me for being one. Unless you've been there, you don't understand why someone would become a social smoker. Yes there are definitely some people who smoke during social gatherings, and what not, to be accepted by their peers. THAT IS NOT ME! Tobbaco relaxes you, it de stresses you, or in my case, it puts me at ease. I am anxious around people, I put myself to the side, alone. I alienate myself. However when i smoke I am mor eat ease, and more able to have positive interection with others, and I don't alienate myself. So I smoke when around people, so that I feel less anxious.

Kristina likes her training group at work.
Kristina would be sad if she had to do it again with other people.
Kristina has found 6 very awesome people.
Kristina owes her feeling great to these 6 people (among others).
Kristina knows a guy who looks like Rex Goudie.
Kristina smokes.
Kristina is making money, and that makes her happy.
Kristina was able to help find 2 friends jobs today.
Kristina would welcome anyone to apply to work with her.
Kristina can spell her name properly.
Kristina thinks people suck... good thing she knows a lot of non-people.
Kristina knows that Steve isn't a people.
Kristina isn't a people either.
Kristina doesn't think that Chris, Justin, Thayne, Chantel, or Francis are people.
Kristina feels grrrrrrrrrrreat!
Kristina is a little hungry however.
Kristina feels that perhaps she should eat something before bed, to help her sleep better.
Kristina doesn't like warm milk.
Kristina loves cold milk however.
Kristina also loves icecream, and banana popcicles *hint hint*.
Kristina is enjoying looking through her brain.
Kristina gets to go to work tomorrow, looking... different. lol.
Kristina is a freak, but so is Nicole, we rock!
Kristina is excited for Thursday, for money.
Kristina is going to buy a Justice League America, Classic Batman, the Flash, the Doors, and the Beatles tee-shirts.
Kristina is also going to go to see Pirates of the Carribean2, hopefully.
Kristina is then going to save the rest of her money for her apartment.
Kristina is excited to move out with Steve.
Kristina would like it to happen soon, and at the same time, she doesn't want to leave home.
Kristina can't wait to celebrate her first home away from her parents.
Kristina can't wait to see her new hair, washed, and dried.
Kristina is excited to go to work tomorrow.
Kristina is watching Nicole switch contacts to her new phone.
Kristina missed the All American Rejects concert.
Kristina is sad, because she was going to go with Candace and Kelilah and Courtney.
Kristina wants to dance.
Kristina really like Panic! at the Disco.
Kristina thinks they are a really good band, although she once thought they would be over-rated crap.
Kristina soon realized that they kinda rock.
Kristina now has many of their songs on her computer for her listening pleasure.
Kristina can't always spell very well.
Kristina can however spell her name very well.
Kristina can spell her name with absolutely no spelling errors.
Kristina is very proud of this.
Kristina is going to go to bed now.

thank you and good night!

current mood: happy
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10:44 pm - subjects 'er funny, funny tings, very finicky they is!
Today was awesome, seriously.

I had work, and I had to be awake at 5am... and out the door by 6:45am... but that wasn't so bad.

At work, I had fun with Francis and Rex Goudie! ha ha ha, I can't believe she had the same reaction as me, and here I thought I was going insane.

So we got to see a live call happen... sure it was Norman and Chris. lmao... It was PRICELESS!!! Me and Francis were in the back helping Chris out a little, and him muttering random things when he didn't know what he was doing, it was cute! I loved that whole call. Basically when we started on the computers, and I got to roll back to Francis and Chris, was awesome. ha ha ha, me and Francis got to write notes to the class on the LCD! Yay!

I really had a lot of fun at work today, and man, you gotta love the chill, relaxed guys, that are like "man, your shirt is awesome" or "duuude" or "word." and then of course *pounds fists*,  YEAH!

okay, I'm done.

current mood: giddy
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Sunday, July 9th, 2006
2:36 pm - stolen from ali.

Now keeping with countdowns, heres a little countdown, also stolen from ali. I'm gonna see how many of these have changed since the last time I took this one.

Ten Favorites...
Favorite Color: green.
Favorite Food: frozen yogurt, icecream, and sorbet.
Favorite Band: Panic! at the Disco
Favorite Movie: Laws of Attraction and X-Men 3: the Last Stand.
Favorite Sport: Volleyball
Favorite Season: Mid Autum.
Favorite Day of the week: Friday and Saturday.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: anything fruity.
Favorite Car: pretty well anything from the late 60's/early 70's.
Favorite Animal: Giraffes...

Nine Currents...
Current Mood: content.
Current Taste: meatballs and milk.
Current Clothes: tank top and bball shorts.
Current Computer: Compaq, with a Metro moniter, and Altec landing speakers.
Current Finger/Toenail Color: toes: french manicure with pink gems, nails: nothing.
Current Time: 2:41pm
Current Surrounding: bed, paper, books, etc...
Current Annoyance(s): the pain in my neck.

Eight Firsts...
First Best Friend: Erika and Daniel
First Pet: Dog, Zack.
First Screen Name: tiggers88
First Piercing: ears.
First Crush: Shane
First Music: no clue.
First time saying the "F" word: prolly gr. 4.

Seven Lasts...
Last Cigarette: yesturday.
Last Alcoholic Drink: monday.
Last Car ride: yesturday.
Last Text Message: a month ago.
Last Movie Seen: The Fog
Last CD Played: Rex Goudie - Under the Lights.

Six Have You Ever...
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nope.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: probably.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yes. lol.
Have You Ever Been on TV: no.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope.

Five Things....
You Did Last Night:
1. sat around the house in pain.
2. watched a movie.
3. went to the store.
4. watched tv (oc, and beauty and the geek)
5. cuddled with my teddy.

Four Places You've Been Last...
1. work
2. car
3. shoppers
4. blockbuster

Three People You Can Tell Anything...
1. elle
2. candace
3. laura

Two Choices...
1. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
2. Hot or Cold: cool.

One Person You'd Do Anything For:
1. i don't know

26 of 55 answers changed. not too bad.

current mood: content
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1:48 pm - stolen from ali.
here's a little thing I did awhile ago... just thought I'd do it again with my new music, see if it gets any better. I stole it from ali a loooong time ago.

How does your music define you?
--Put your media player on shuffle, and pick one song for each question, then below say how that song can answer the question!

1. How does the world see me? Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt
2. Will I have a happy life? Love Will Find a Way - Christina Aguilera
3. What do my friends think of me? Drive - Rex Goudie
4. Do people secretly lust after me? Flying High - Jem
5. How can I make myself happy? The Only Differenece Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage - Panic! at the Disco
6. What should I do with my life?  Got to be Real - Cheryl Lynn
7. Will I ever have children?  On My Own - Hedley
8. What is some good advice for me? Do You Want To - Franz Ferdinand
9. How will I be remembered? All My Life - Foo Fighters
10. What's my signature dancing song?  True Patriot Love - Joel Plaskett
11. What's my current theme song? You Shook Me All Night Long - AC/DC
12. What do others think is my current theme song?  Give Back the Love - Philosopher Kings
13. What shall they play at my funeral?  Time to Dance - Panic! at the Disco
14. What type of wo/men do I like?  You're the Reason I'm Leaving - Franz Ferdinand
15. How's my love life? The One - Shakira

the answers?

1. So the world loves me, can't keep me, leaves me? I love you too.
2. Well if love is going to find a way, then I'm sure I will be happy.
3. My friends love/respect me, and like being alone with me... that actually makes a little sense, cause I seem to get along with people best when it's just me and them.
4. "I'm flying so high, high off the ground, when you're around"... I'm going to take that as a yes.
5. Judging by the song title... I don't like the looks of this... Okay, I guess my future is a little brighter then that, looking into the lyrics, it's telling me to shake it up, be me, don't be afraid to attract a little attention!
6. Be Real!
7. I'll take that as a no.
8. Good advice? Make somebody to love me? Don't be afraid to ask someone out? lol.
9. I will be remembered all my life. lol.
10. For the record... I don't really dance to this song that often... I sing to it... but dance?
11. You really did shake me all night long, laughing.
12. I won't give back the love, I WON'T I WON'T!!
13. I'm not bleeding on the ballroom floor, just for the attention.
14. I want someone who will give me a reason to leave? no thanks.
15. My love life, well I guess there really is one person meant for me.

And for a little treat, I'll even tell you guys my top 10 most embarrasing songs on my computer... :) Enjoy. 

NUMBER TEN: Oogie Boogie's Song - Nightmare Before Christmas (not that bad, until you see me singing along)
NUMBER NINE: Seasons of Love - RENT (again, not all that bad... unless yo ucatch me singing along)
NUMBER EIGHT: Crush - Mandy Moore (that's right, I still listen to Mandy Moore!:P)
NUMBER SEVEN: All I Have to Give - Backstreet Boys (uh huh, I know, BSB4Life! lol, I still like they're old stuff, so sue me!)
NUMBER SIX: Heartbreak Hotel - Elvis Presley (actually not that bad, seeing as everyone KNOWS I love him, oh well I guess you haven't seen me singing to this one when I'm upset...)
NUMBER FIVE: Time to Change - The Brady Bunch (great song... until you know who it's by! ha ha ha.)
NUMBER FOUR: Hopelessly Devoted - Olivia Newton John (okay, Johnelle's going to think i'm nuts putting this song on this list, but if you've seen me singing to it, you'd totally understand.)
NUMBER THREE: Sucks 2 B U - Prozzak (yes, I still love and listen to them)
NUMBER TWO: You Raise Me Up - Josh Groban (that's right, I fell for the voice, what can I say, it's BEAUTIFUL!)
and of coarse...

NUMBER ONE: Come On Over, Baby - Christina Aguilera!!! (old school much? I definitely think this song beats any BSB song I may still have!)

Now everyone should add their own Top Ten Most Embarrassing Songs list!!!!

current mood: content
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12:05 pm - ideas stolen from elle, and ali... some questions stole from ali.
okay, this is sort of stolen from elle, and it's also a little stolen from one of these I did a long time ago... well the idea behind it is, but I'm making my own questions! yay! (Okay, so I stole a few... lol)

So i'm sure you know the drill, you're going to pick 15 friends, celebrites, that sort of thing, then you're going to read and answer the questions. The catch? Pick your people BEFORE reading the questions. simple? definitely. 

ps. you must put yourself in the list!!! And add a little note beside each as to what you know them from, like if they are a friend, someone froma  movie etc... pretty easy.

1. Pierce Brosnan - actor, Laws of Attraction
2. Chantel - work, she's in my training class
3. Rex Goudie - singer, Canadian Idol 3
4. Kristina - myself :P
5. Darcy - cadets
6. Steve - bus/school/work, no he's not the stapler
7. Kyle - school, the corner
8. Elle - school, the corner
9. Chris - work, he's in my training class
10. Jim - work, he's in my training class
11. Dalya - cadets, she's my lil sis
12. Justin - work, he's in my training class
13. Alan Cumming - actor, Caberet
14. Candace - school, the corner
15. Liam Neeson - actor, Breakfast on Pluto

That's it, all I really have to say... except my ankle is STILL swollen and my neck doesn't want to keep my head up! yay!

current mood: content
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Friday, July 7th, 2006
11:31 pm - lucky in lust

I have been recently going to my training for Convergy's. woot?

lol, it's pretty ordinary, for the most part. It's kind of like going to class, only I have to wake up earlier, and I get paid to do so. I'm learning about wireless phones, how they work, and systems to help me help Cingular Wireless customers. Overall the material is pretty dry, but there have been a few people who have made it fun.

Norman - the instructor, he makes jokes, and he jokes with us when we all get on a witty role. He's pretty good at mixing reading, with tutorials, and activites. 

Chantel - she's cool, she's different, and really nice too! She drove me home today, which was awesome, and a very good thing, seeing as I ended up twisting my ankle pretty badly. oy.

Justin - he's a jerk, he's a pain in the butt, but overall he's actually pretty nice, and i think it's just his way of flirting, because he only acts that way around the girls. basically all i can call him is a FOOL!

Jim and Gary - i'd say they're the oldest of the bunch, but it's funny, cause we all chat with them like they were our age. they definitely contribute when we get on a witty role. lol.

Chris - he looks like Rex Goudie, and for anyone who doesn't know who that is, I think I shall give you a picture, so you can understand...

most people who really know me, will probably think that's all i have to say about him... you know that puts him on my cool list... think again! he likes the BEATLES, BATMAN, SPIDERMAN, X-MEN, and he knows who ADAM WEST is. Although I don't talk to him very much, I only ever really get a chance to during breaks, and he's usually out shatting with John and Thayne.

I've actually overall learned quite a bit, and I'm getting PAID!!! duuuuude. I'm excited for my cheque on Thursday.... money money money! MONEY! Me and Chantel are already planning to get everyone together from class, go see a movie, and get high! this should be fun. I'm soooo thinking PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!

I want to go to the movies next weekend, I want to see Superman and Pirates of the Caribbean, in one day, so I'm looking for people, or atleast someone who would like to do so with me!!! Obviously if the work thing goes through, then we'll A) cut it down to one movie, or B) You can come with me and my work friends. I guess that all depends on who wants to go, seeing as not everyone would feel comfortable hanging out with a bunch of people they don't know.

the end.

ps. my ankle is the size of a grapefruit :)

current mood: crazy
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
3:49 am

the fireworks were mediocre, and johnelle... i lost you. :( lol. you kept dissappearing on me... then i was probably doing the same to you, so i suppose we're even. lol.

we didn't get high, we didn't get drunk, but we had a blast.

a bunch of us ended up at winstons, then a bunch of people left... nicole took some home, wills mommy took some home, and kyles mommy came to get krysten and kyle... then kyle hopped out, and she drove off without him lol. winston walked candace and sarah home, and steve, kyle, and justin walked me home.

the walk home was by far the best part. we stopped a lot, and just plain hung out. we were a bunch of idiots, but it was fun. justin left us early, he got fed up with out wanting to chill at the bottom of my hill. ha ha ha, and our many pit stops. lol.

we just had a great time chatting, and forgetting about everything, i think it was really good for us all.

and i got to chat with winston about the apartment, and it's not looking so bad, maybe i will be able to handle it... i'll just have to lay down the laws... the boys will have to wear pants around the house... i'm sure it will be fine, and brittany is coming down soon. good times.

our house warming party is going to be the best.

i loved tonight, i feel so... awesome right now. he he he, i really don't know how to describe it really... just awesome. ha ha ha.

we left winstons at 12:30am... i got in my apartment at 2:40am. lol. that's a little over 2 hours... to get a across bedford. plus two stops at timmys, and a stop at the bottom of my hill, and a few small stops just goofing around along the way. anyway, i'm tired, it's four in the morning, and kathleen is coming over for movies tomorrow! yay! i miss her.

ps. happy graduation to the cpa class of 2006. (and yes johnelle, that means you too, when you do your exam thing.)

current mood: amazing
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Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
4:40 pm - prooooooom.
Okay, so I did the rush around all day thing, and it was kind of fun. Kailin showed up, and of coarse it was rather awkward, lol. Especially with my mom around, okay so it's official MY MOM IS A BITCH! yeah I'm kind of happy to be leaving.

Anyway, so the Grand March is the stupidest thing ever. I wanted to shoot it. Standing in lines forever, so you can walk down a little runway with your date.

The food was great, the dance was a blast. My dress was wonderful, my make-up was perfect, and my nails, although I chipped a few before I even got there, were cute. I loved my jewlery, although the bangles got annoying after a while, and the earrings didn't last long. But I expected that, I'm in LOVE with my necklace.

Anyway, after the dance we had dessert, which was yuuuuuuuummmmmmy! I liked the food a lot... scump-didily-uptious!

Then it was time for the Monte Carlo... that was booooring. Everyone was falling asleep. So I sat outside, and chatted, which wasn't too bad. The secrurity gaurds were pretty damn cool!

Then the hypnotist, and breakfast, and we left. The hypnotist was very lame, but it did get funny... pfft, and Kailin slept right through it.

current mood: sleepy
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Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
7:20 pm
I might be getting a kitty! But it needs somewhere to stay for a little while.

Yah see there is this friend of my sisters, and she's moving home, with her dad. And her dad doesn't like cats... like REALLY doesn't like cats. So she can't keep her 2 cats. She wants to, be can't. Anyway, she's looking for a home for them, and my sister can only take one. So the other one needs a home. The problem is, my mom won't let me have it here, so I can't get it until I move out. However she needs a home for them by Saturday.

So I guess the problem lies within finding someone who can, and is willing to babysit the cat for a maximum of 3 weeks. I'm told that the cat is VERY friendly, and gets along with other animals as well.

I hope it all works out.

current mood: contemplative
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Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
4:56 pm
Okay, so things are looking up!

I just sent a resume to Convergy's, and I have a job interview tomorrow at Color Works (I'd be mixing paint, and selling various home decor items). Also I was able to talk to Steve, and it looks pretty likly that I'd be able to live with him when he moves out.

that'd be HILARIOUS! A Geek, a Freak, a Gay Guy, and the One Armed Bandit! They could make a movie of our story! ha ha ha. I'm done now. lol.
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Thursday, June 8th, 2006
10:25 pm - eeep.
Okay, so school is going okay, I'm doing pretty good... I'm getting most of my work done, and I think i'm definitely going to pass english, and it pretty well impossible to fail a Budreau class... so i should be graduating.

I'm nervous for Prom/Safe Grad... I'm also REALLY excited too. I really hope the table shapes up, and I reallyhate having everything depend on what Jessica decides... that really pisses me off. Everything was worked out really well, and now it's all on Jessica's shoulders to decide if everything still works out. gah.

Cadets Caring for Canada tomorrow... looks like a BLAST, I really hope I can get out there. yeah... that's for sure. MOVIE NIGHT!!! mmm... movies and pizza... duuuuude!

I'm REALLY thirsty... which is odd because I'm almost done water glass #3.. and these are TALL glasses.

Correction... I'm on to #4 now... lmao.

Okay, so nervous about prom, nervous about graduation, EXTREMELY nervous about this summer. I have NO clue what I'm going to do, I hav NO clue where I'm going to work, all I know is I need to figure it out, and have a DEFINITE plan... NOW! lol.




current mood: nervous
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Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
7:19 pm
Okay, so last night was pretty fun. Well it had it's moments atleast. lol.

I got to run in the rain! YAY!

Then I got to goof around outside with Leslie, Kyle, Julia, Adam, and Kailin. Good times!

I also drew a really pretty Tiger Lily!

Then today, I was supposed to go to 18's Annual Cermonial Review... but had NO way to Shearwater... so that is one more time to add to the list that I could have seen Johnny... and wasn't able to. gah.

Anyway, so I sat around all day... and made lip balm... and I watched tv. go me.

current mood: crazy
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Friday, June 2nd, 2006
12:16 am - *dances around in her underpants*
WOOO! I definitely had a fun time at the dance tonight. I danced the friggin night away. *dances a litte* ow... it hurts. HA HA HA... I defitely out danced myself... It should be funny seeing me attempt to do the fitness test tomorrow... eeep. I'll be too sore/tired.


Okay, so now I'm THAT much more excited for Prom and Graduation. It was starting to get really scarey, the whole moving out thing, but Candace helped calm my nerves about that one. THANK YOU HUNNY!

2 weeks of classes left. 1 week of exams. Then it's PROM/GRADUATION week!! HOLY CRAP!

So I'm going to go stretch out my over worked muscles, and get a shower, and take some tylenol. Then it's off to bed for me!

current mood: drained
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Monday, May 29th, 2006
11:28 am - sunday... he he he
Sunday I woke up at 6:00am, then found out I didn't have to be up until 7:00am, so I got smart and used my time to have a shower. However I decided that I wasn't going to wait for Cpt Skidmore to wake up so I could get the key to N31, so I had a nice, refreshing COLD shower. It woke me RIGHT up, and got rid of the bags and puffiness under my eyes. I got to shave, and clean, and make myself look and feel better. It was a very good decision on my part.

Then we had breakfast, and drove to Moncton. I slept on the way there, so that was really nice. Then we went to the Moncton Flight College, and they showed us around, which was GREAT for Adam, who plans on going there after high school. The tuition is $50,000!!! And concidering I rather just be in the plane then fly it, I think it's definitely not for me.After that we toured the Moncton International Airport, and they showed us a little of the daily operations. It was okay.

Then came #3 of the 3 best parts of the trip. CRYSTAL PALACE! We went on the swings, which was amazing fun! Kailin, Adam, Julia, and I killed the star drop thingy. We played laser tag, and lots of arcade games, went on the Rollaer coaster, and the Sky Flyer. It was pretty fun. Then we all put ALL of our tickets together, to get 5000, and we got ourselves a mascot! BRIAN from FAMILY GUY! ha ha ha.

Then we went home.

So here's the BIG part of the evening... Why I'm on cloud 9, and also feel like total crap.

So for starters, I HAVE A PROM DATE! That was awesome, and really cute. But yeah, so I have a prom date. And KATHLEEN IS COMING TO MY PROM, as LUKE's date! I'm SO EXCITED NOW! It's funny though because this weekend I joked with Brian (Kathleen's lil bro), saying that Luke should ask Kathleen, so she could come to my prom. And it happened this weekend while I was away!

So here comes the bad part. The day I graduate, I have no place to live. Go me.

current mood: undecided
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